Cat Power- Still in love.

Today I passed you on the street
And my heart fell at your feet
I can't help it if I'm still in love with you

Someone else stood by your side
She looked so satisfied
I can't help it
I'm still in love with you

A picture from the past came slowly stealin'
As I brushed your arm and walked so close to you
Then suddenly I got that old-time feelin'
I can't help it
I am still in love with you

It hurts to know another's lips will kiss you
And hold you just the way I used to do
Oh heaven only knows how much I miss you
I can't help it
I'm still in love with you
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To my friends that lost themselves in love, please cheer up.

Is school hectic? Yes
Do i like school? No
Regret my course? Pretty much

Cyclop please take down your shades and melt my school apart.

Looking forward to next year! Bangkok trip in Feb & Hong Kong in March.

Right now i have to study because i have MST in less than 2 weeks time, very stressful, after tmr i shall coop at home until end of exams. Marketing presentation on mon and holy crap, my group haven done quite enough, urgh, i am dreading school. So tiring.

And im always physically drained but emotionally wide awake.

Please let me have what i need to go through my MST, H.E.L.P

I love Dj Alexa Chung !!!!!!!!
Her hair is awesomeeeeeeeeeee (:

Okay people so school is so crazy i can feel that theres alot to do and infact theres alot to do!
CIP, retests next week, remedial, projects, tutorial and projects forever, MST the list goes on.
I've been sleeping real early like yst i slept at 9, i was soooooo tired and i was having headache.
I faliled Accounting and Econs 23/100. What the fuck
I think its a wake up call for me like my results are horrible, and i might have to forward module.
Im gonna work damn hard this sem so i can pick the diploma i wanna major in.

Ally if you are seeing this, I MISS YOU! Haven been talking to you much but i'll see ya next week. That doesnt mean i dont miss you or i dont care, i just have to spend more time to study, cant talk for long nights during weekdays anymore. Cause i cant do work and msn i will take me forever to finish. Nevertheless i still love youuuuuu (:

I like my ONOW tutor, he is pretty charming and smart!
and hopefully i can pass Accounting under Mr chong's lectureeee.

Jewel we must have Fish and Co after we do our nails at the Korea shop!(:
Love school for now.
EXP Gem class, its so retarded omg trust fall on opposite sex, hand entangling games and speed dating next week.
FUCK IT. speed dating, JOKE. I rather fag with Xm in the toilet and skip it.HELP.

Very little updates here, more on twitter. Read if you want its Escapeedenswall.

Okay im off! <3
 

 

Hi Livejournal, i cant sleep now. I meant, i slept but i woke up again because i think i just had the worst nightmare ever.
No, not like those that i see ghost or i lost my front tooth or anything. I dreamt that my dad was taken away from me, some bad guys took him away in a van, i saw everything, i screamed but they couldnt hear me, my dad couldnt see me at all. Desperate, i cried like hell. Everything was so surreal, i woke up crying. I went to the toilet to wash my face, i saw my dad, he's going back to camp( my dad is in the military) for work, at a ungodly hour, 4.48am i still can remember clearly. I said Bye to him, at that point i am so scared that its the last time i talk to him. I feel so grateful to him, he go to work this early to let me spend money on crap. He had so little sleep, he didnt even dared to complain to us. I went back to my room and texted him to drive save at the same time i couldnt help to cry. Idk whats gotten into me but i feel really really sad. The worst part is to know that the day that he will leave me will come sooner or later.

So weird to post this entry at this hour, 6am. Well, i guess i really have to type it out.
I hope the day he'll leave me wouldnt come anytime soon.
We still have to go for tattoo together next year and there's so much more we've yet to do.

I Love You Daddy

 

Wow it has been a week since there's any proper post her. I've been really lazy and now i am freaking sleepy cause i have a fucked up modem that screws up on me now and then, and especially more frequent these few weeks. I tried to fix it and was finally done at 5am, went to sleep, woke up at 10am _l_ 

I HATE BEING SLEPPY AND YET I HAVE THINGS TO DO, MAKES ME GROUCHY.
oh well this week has been a pleasant one, i am reading book hopefully it can inspire me somehow, god knows.
I met Ally on Friday! Very lovely day, went for movies Phobia 2. Not really scary, at least for me.
I thought it would make me feel scared to pee at night or walk home alone, but it didnt. And yes i prefer very scary movies that makes me feel scared and paranoid like i will start to think if there is someone else in the bedroom or toilet with me, watching.
Ultimately i think the nicest horror movie is Shutter, its really rad. 

Actually i like staying at home, it has all what i need. Wanna transfer my room into a superrr cozy max place so i can stay in and do everything in one room. I love XiaoQi's room i can stay at home foreverrrrrrr.

Plans before school starts:
Celestine's bday tmr
Go out and decide what i want to buy for school
Hang out with Ally at least once a week
Butterpork with xiaoqi and jewel bcause i miss my school friends
Hang out with April and Timothy
Get some money from mum and lil bit of mine, spend of a trusty jeans.Be broke and whine again.

I think theres more but thats all i can think of now.

Oh and this week im happy i got to see what kind of shit friend i have been keeping.
Fucking cunt.

Hkkkk dimsummmmmmmmmmmmmmm, shall dream abt it tonightttt.
Hugs to you ppl <3

HELLO VIVIEN!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ON SATURDAY!! IT HAS BEEN 1.5 WEEKS SINCE I LAST SAW YOUR FACE~~

How much do you miss me?? Bwahaha.


-big fat bow
 

How can ppl not love pin up girls seriously. I hope this year can pass quickly and smoothly for me so i can get inked on my birthday next year.
My pin up girl will have a bow on her head to represent Ally since she loves bow a lot.

Its been like 5 days since i last posted but actually nothing much happened. My grandma fell ill so i was going in and out of the hospital, shes much better now so super duper yayness to the maxxxxxx. What else? Hmm Sat i met up with Ally and Faizal but some stuffs happened and then me and ally went to have Crystal Jade with shixiong and hande. Hande ate nothing though. Omidoublegawd the xiaolongbaos are pretty good in comparison to the ones at Dintaifung. Dintaifungs' xlb tasted like it has more msg and salts all that crap cause the soup inside is darker. Maybe its just be or idk. After that we walked around aimlessly, saw Hosanna(: walked around even more. GUESS WHAT ME AND ALLY GET TO SEE ONE OF THE COOLEST ID PHOTO YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE, IT SOMEHOW LOOKED LIKE SOME WHITE GHETTO HAHAHAHHA.

Recently i am pretty addicted with Guitar Hero 5, its pretty awesome. I have 2 of their retardedly realistic looking bass and guitar, i wanna get a drumset too. It will be too rad omg cant waittttttt. Maybe i should ask my brother to get cause i hate spending money on games. Makes me feel stupid, i could spend it on other things instead.

I AM STILL WAITING FOR MY MJ TEE WHICH IS TAKING DINO YEARS TO COME, AND IM LUSTING FOR ANOTHER PAIR OF HIGH TOPS.

I've been eating alot, like yst i went to have sushi buffet kinda thingy, i ate so much sashimi, handrolls, sushi and stuffs. I had so much sashimi that i think i wont have it anytime soon, maybe after a few mths whats worse is that i dont take wasabi so theres a high chance i will have worms growing happily in my tummy because of all the germs thats not killed or whatsonuts. 
I hate the feeling wasabi send to your nose, it makes me feel that it enlarges my nostrils which is horrible.

I miss many of my friends.


When you stretch the truth, watch out for the snapback.  ~Bill Copeland
the person who lies has the most vigorous reaction to what's gonna happen, they are amazing defensive.
It's the fear inside they have thats playing tricks, the fear that you are going to tear them down.

Living through, we are forced to unravel peoples' dark side, see through them, so you learn the tricks up their sleeve.
When you come across the same type of people, you wont be beaten down or know nothing, you gained some knowledge.
Books makes you smarter, life experiences makes you wiser.
Its easy to see who is good to you, but you have to go through the darkest storm to see the sun again. Those who bring you through the storm without leaving are the ones you can keep.
A good and true friends, dont leave you unattended, they come back and talk things out and see what they can do to bring the friendship tgt again.

Pretty true right, these are what i have learnt esp with my secondary school friends.

I admire people who can tell me words of wisdom and life experiences instead of smart kids that blabbers to me whole lot of university lecture notes.
I believe someone that is wise must have gone through a lot and experience situation before he can talk to you in a way that they inspire you and gets you thinking.
Who doesnt know how to read lecture notes, given time anyone could but you can never have share the same exact experience with anyone else in this world.
This sets the smart and wise apart.

Yes i know this is a damn boring post about my life and thinking, this is my livejournal, i can write anything about my life. I dont care if i have many readers or what, so what if i have a lot or very little readers, i am still gonna post this no matter what. I will never cook up something interesting and entertaining to keep my readers reading this space. I didnt start posting to get loyal readers too. If you can find someone who is always happy and high with no troubles tell me, i would like to meet him/her. 

I am so boring, okay im off!
Hugs to you, you and you!(:
-v

 

Heyhey people, after a few days stucked in Pasir ris, all i did was go on Ubertwitter and check mails. Sat i went out to meet Ally and Faizal for Final Destination, decided not to go for baybeats since i have to go back to the chalet after that, sigh. Final destination was not too bad, as usual the killing and stuffs, but i watched because i love gory movies. I am very intrigued by blood and stuffs. 
and 

yst i i went home arnd noon, slept and planned to go back to my secondary school but i overslept, i woke at 5 _l_ Ate and left for work at Play. Omg me and ally fucking left the tags on the bus, so we had to wait for the bus to go one round before it comes back to the mrt station again, thank god it was a neighborhood bus. Work was almost the same, not as hectic as supperclub, collected abt 300 plus which i thought was pretty good work. Went home and knocked out like a coma patient.

I love the picture above(: its so nice, its like how i wanna spend a day with someone special. We could sit on the grass, snack on something,catch a gig, have beer and stuffs, talk about life. Its something so simple but yet its so hard to come by. Well there's a saying Love comes to you when you least expect it. I shall just carry on my life right now which is super rad until something pleasant come by. Dont bother finding because it will find you someday.

I am currently eating peanut butter out of the jar, having business talk with ally( we always have amazing plans) and waiting for Kourtney and Khloe takes Miami. I LOVE KHLOE <3333 If you guys haven been watching Keeping up with the kardashian please watch. It is so good.

Alrighty im off.
Hugs dolls.
x
-v

Im so bored! I should be studying Econs now but i ended up searching pictures of hot guys over the net.
GASPARD ULLIEL IS SO HOT (:
Xiaoqi and i are gonna pick up francais so as to communicate with him if he happens to come into our dream HAHA at least we are able to exchange a few sentence before i wake up and realise that it is a dream.

BUT STILL......


I love oliver the most<333333333
 

HA

HE IS SO FUCKING HOT OMG, I AM DROOLING ALL OVER MY LECTURE NOTES (:

okay i should start Econs, but im so excited because of Oliver sykes. 
HAHAHAH i am a retard.
HOHOHO update again soon!

 

I love pin up girls, i had always love them and want them to be on my body.
Its just too bad Singapore is still not very opened to tattoos, personally i think theres nothing wrong, our body is like a plain canvas, tattoos are just something to add to our body. I believe every piece of tattoo meant something special to you, its just a different way to pen down some special events. BAD PEOPLE HAS TATTOOS BUT NOT ALL PEOPLE WITH TATTOOS ARE BAD. Its really sickening that i have to limit the place i wanna get inked due to jobs or whatever. Oh well, maybe singapore needs awhile more to open up a bit.

Yesterday i went out with Ally, went to city hall and met Faizal there, it has been awhile since we saw him cause it seems that he can nvr pass his driving test soon enough to get out of camp. Faizal if you are seeing this please wake up your idea and pass before your birthday comes haha. We went to Makansutra to eat, caught up with each other, it was pretty awesome.

Counting down to cutting hair time!! YAYYYYYYYY(:

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
its damn retarded.

today my plan to study kinda failed horribly, oh well, tmr!(:

so sleepy! Nights ppl<3

This is to all of my friends seeing this, i am busy but that doesnt mean ive forgotten about still love you guys just as much. I miss alot of my friends, some left and some fucked up. Its okay, this only showed me better of who are the ones who sticks with me through the shits and when theres nothing left of me. Well, "true friends dont come and go vi." quoted from Jewel. I guess the true friends will stay and see you through the ugly times. Funny, this world is full with friends that are not genuine or they are nice to you because you can give them what they want, just like a stepping stone. If you are a friend to me and you are there only because you could get benefits or just want something out of me then kindly just fuck off. This pic is up to let my friends know i appreciate them, we have to let ppl feel that they are appreciated and stuff because some relationship are kust so fragile, it breaks anytime.

Life at this point is pretty boring, okay lets say, REALLY boring. Ive been keeping myself busy with school, which i just need to update you guys that im so happy that today's paper was a breeze, i am certain i can pass, much easier than MST.Glad that nothing from the last 2 chap came out cause i was too lazy to make notes for them and so i dont understand a single shit, none of the shit came out, what a relief(:
Wed: Itab
Mon: Accounting
Fri: Econs
Yes, just 3 more papers i get to rest for 6 weeks baby!

Vivien says:
 we buy a townhouse and own 5 munchkin cats
 one of them get old already then throw away
Bowsie says:
 HUH
 OMG
 CRAZY?!
 OIE
 I BEAT U
Vivien says:
 KIDDING ONLY
 HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
 
*Laughs damn hard at Ally's reaction. Funny to me at least

AND YES FLESHLINGS, I BOUGHT MJ TEE, CANT WAIT FOR IT TO COME(:

Okay thats all for today, taa taa!

I feel so lonely and sad tonight, where are you?

 

 

 

YO DOUG WASSUPPPPP FO'SHIZZLE OFF MAH NIZZLE DRIZZLE

Yes kinda obvious that i skipped lessons haha today is like the unofficial last day of school(:
But i need to go back to school on Monday to school.
Yeah yeah school, fuckcare.

I got some overdue photos! Weeks ago i guess, not too sure.






yeah these were taken not too long ago, my hair looks dead.

I AM IN SEARCH OF A PERFECT VINTAGE BAND TEE, I JUST COULDNT FIND ONE, LOOK AT HER TOP.
Its damn awesome (:
I want one too!

Everything is good except for the bun, i think its a bit too over, looks like she just casted as some concubine in ancient china palace, she was in a rush so decided to leave her hair like that and rushed off _l_


Alrighty fleshlings, i think thats enough of random things i posted.
Its Friday! Im so happy(: I had lunch with jewel and xiaoqi at DTF, xiao long baos and fried rice!
Super rad. We're at Coffee Bean now talking about life and boys 
Having G talks now, seeing ally later at Spins<3

Have an awesome Friday pweeps